Today is Day 81 of 82 for working on my Step 9 work – Making Amends. Why is this such a big deal? To me, it’s a big deal because when I was working on recovery last time, I stopped in the middle of Step 9, either due to fear, due to pride, or due […]
Archives for February 2015
Why Did Today Feel So Good in Recovery?
Today was quite an amazing day; I’m not sure why so I’m going to write it out. I woke up at 6:30, said a personal prayer, and worked on my step work (3 letters to people I’m making amends to), then submitted it to my sponsor. After the step work I looked over the list […]
The Eve of My One Year Mark In Recovery
It’s hard to believe that’s its been a year since the start of my real recovery from addiction to pornography, masturbation, and lust. One day at a time is something I truly believe in now more than ever before. I’m so grateful for the love and support I’ve received from Becky, from my sponsor, and […]
Is Something Off With Me Today?
I just finished my step work and sent it to my sponsor. That felt good. I wrote out a few letters to people that are close to me: Caleb, Madi, and Mandy. Here are those letters: Dear Caleb, First off, I love you so much and am proud of the young man you are becoming. […]
What Have I Learned Today?
I’m not sure I’ve ever asked myself that question before, “What have I leaned today?” If I were to make a list, I would say these are the main things that come to mind: Making amends can be via a letter I don’t have to send to the person, especially if it’s over a feeling […]
More on Dealing with Change
This is what I wrote about the other day: Who are some people in the scriptures who dealt with change? How did they handle it? What can I learn from them? These are some questions that come to mind. Here’s a shot at listing a few of them before I research it out: From the […]
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