Day 25 – 2:20 a.m. – Yeah, this is bad. I don’t know that it’s "laziness", just not doing very well at prioritizing my time and remembering to write sooner in the day. I am lying in bed – been working on an interview I did with a big name SEO – publishing tomorrow.
Talked to Becky tonight about my concerns with one of my addictions – lust. I do feel I’m making improvements because this particular weekness didn’t use to bother me. I feel I’m at the point now where I recognize that lust is a means to an end – a path I’ve been down before.
One of the best things I learned at this weeks meeting was that "this time is different" talking about recovery. I really truly believe that: having the support of Becky and the group has been so helpful. I also feel I understand the Atonement alot more now, which is so key to recovery of any addiction.
I’ve also realized that everyone is addicted to sin of some sort or we wouldn’t repeat past wrongs. The main key is to recognize that we’ll never be perfect and that we need to rely on the Savior to help us.
I’m grateful for what I’m learning about myself and about the Atonement. I love the Lord and know this is His Gospel, that the Plan of Happiness is real.