Today hasn’t been bad, but I find myself just surfing Facebook or other sites.
I think it’s mostly fear of failure that’s causing this, or fear of success, or both.
Last month was really successful for my company and I’m afraid I won’t be able to live up to expectations I put on myself and that are put upon me.
I didn’t really read the Book of Mormon yesterday and haven’t read it today yet since I’ve been “too busy”. But I know that’s crap.
On a positive note, I got a PPT done for a friend who’s paying me $250. It took about 3 1/2 dedicated hours but probably more since I was in and out of focus. I think it turned out well.
I just feel like writing my thoughts out can help the situation.
Hasta luego.
Nate
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