I didn’t think today would be too big a deal. Becky got ready for Youth Conference all day yesterday (and the days before that of course) and I didn’t think much of it.
Then, right after she left, Madi started crying in my arms.
I think I felt at that time how hard it would be to lose Becky. I tried to maintain composure as I held Madi and Chloe in my arms. We sat at the table eating breakfast and the tears started coming for me too.
What would I do without her?
How would I be able to handle all the things she handles?
How would I explain things to the kids?
I’m feeling better now but was surprised at how emotional I got.
Now it’s time to take the girls to singing and then pick up Caleb. (Becky has the next two days all mapped out for me…)