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Becky Goes to Youth Conference

By N

I didn’t think today would be too big a deal. Becky got ready for Youth Conference all day yesterday (and the days before that of course) and I didn’t think much of it.

Then, right after she left, Madi started crying in my arms.

I think I felt at that time how hard it would be to lose Becky. I tried to maintain composure as I held Madi and Chloe in my arms. We sat at the table eating breakfast and the tears started coming for me too.

What would I do without her?

How would I be able to handle all the things she handles?

How would I explain things to the kids?

I’m feeling better now but was surprised at how emotional I got.

Now it’s time to take the girls to singing and then pick up Caleb. (Becky has the next two days all mapped out for me…)

Hasta luego.

Nate

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