This will be a quick study because I have back to back conference calls at 9 and 9:30, then another at 10 and 11:30. Today is going to be a crazy day.
My goal today will be to live in recovery, surrender my will to God, and make sure I just do the best I can.
I think I’ve been feeling a little anxiety: it hasn’t been the best month for income since I’ve been gone for 2 1/2 weeks, we are leaving again tomorrow for a week.
It’s been hard to get momentum and see things come together.
I was also hoping to land a big deal with a park the other day and haven’t heard back from the since, which probably means they either have decided to wait or they went with someone else. I felt really good about the process and the proposal, I had things scheduled out well I felt, but it didn’t come together.
I have been practicing the qualification and discovery process with new leads, and hope to have one go all the way through to success.
I’m really grateful for the bootcamp I’m a part of and feel it will only help; I just want to get some momentum.
Things with FS have slowed way down: they were hired by a solar company to work for them internally. I believe it’s a 3 year contract. I’m not sure how much they are going after leads at this point, although I did get a few yesterday that I haven’t called yet.
Becky and I and the kids went to my former sponsee Grant’s reception last night in Salt Lake. It was good to see him and seems it’s going well. I hope the best for he and his new bride.
I also had a great chance to go to an SA meeting with Rory on Wednesday in Lehi. It was a really great experience, lots of guys with quite a bit of sobriety, and uplifting sharing.
I’m grateful to be living in recovery today. I’m grateful to want to be who I am today.
I look forward to a day of submission to God.