Today was a good day. Fridays are usually a bit more laid back and slow with work, which is nice.
I played basketball this morning and then came home to help get the kids ready for school. I took them to school too, which was fun.
Then I did my step work. I’m grateful for the step work. I’m grateful for the digging questions it asks. I’m grateful that I’m able to think more clearly about where I am today and what I need to do today to continue in my recovery from my addictions.
Tonight Becky and I went to the temple on our weekly date. It was a good session although I felt really distracted thinking about other things for some reason.
There was a family in the session that we knew from out other ward so I was trying to figure out what was going on – if it was a marriage or something else.
What I did get out of the session was related to opposition in all things – just what I had studied about earlier today. In the film we watched, Satan really portrays how I feel I was during my addiction – easy to anger, blaming, shaming, and just flat out mad.
I so don’t want to fall into that trap again in my life.
I’m grateful we were able to go to the temple. I’m grateful Becky seems to be in such a better place today than she has been in the past when we go to the temple.
I’m grateful to be worthy to go to the temple.