Archives for July 2015

What can I do about me? Yesterday was a good day until about 4:30 or 5:00. We had played tennis and unfortunately lost in the final match to Ben and Jana. I came back to the condo to work and, as I got here and started trying to work, I realized I was really tired […]

Yesterday went pretty well. I started the day off well and felt good about the day. We went on a “sibling” date last night, which, in the past, has been really fun. This time, though, Drake and Gini weren’t there and Norbie decided to invite Mom and Dad. This completely changed the dynamic of the […]

Today is a new day in recovery. Today is a day I can submit my will to God. Honestly, though, it’s been really hard this trip: not hard regarding my addiction or addictive behaviors or actions, but hard in the fact that I feel so guilty, so lonely, so bad for what I’ve done to […]

I’m excited to be in Wisconsin with Becky and the kids. I remember how hard it was last year: the pain of feeling so disconnected from Becky, the pain of knowing that the year before, I was in a terrible, terrible place, the regret of what I’d done and the despair it was causing my […]

Happy July 1st! Historically, this has been a tough time of year over the past couple years. I’m glad today can be different as I submit my will to Him and live in recovery today. I’ve started the day off well. I got up at 6:15 and said my prayers on my knees, then came […]