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Archives for October 2015
What Does Seeking Light Mean & How Do I Cope?
I just got off a call with my sponsee Sean who just read to me his Step 4 inventory. It was a great experience, my first as a sponsor. I’m really happy with his consistency and willingness to be open and honest about his addiction and his want to recover. I want to study about […]
Why Have Things Been Off?
I have a call in a couple minutes so this will be the start of a journal entry. My goal this week from SA is to write in my journal every day. Here’s to the start of that goal. So why have things been off lately? Here’s a quick list: I haven’t been writing or […]
Trusting in the Lord – the Dixie Rock Analogy
I’ve been up since about 4:45 a.m. The most random thoughts woke me up today. First, I was thinking about the gopher problem we are seeing in our newly planted back yard. I know, why would I be thinking about this at 4 in the flippin’ morning, but I was. Then additional stresses started mounting […]
The Book Preparation – Day 1
I’m grateful to be home from our little vacation to California. We had a great time, but it’s nice to be back and start things off. I hope that my study and writing will be helpful for me today as I think about where I am in recovery and progress. Becky and I are considering […]
How Can I Best Deal with the Stresses of Life Effectively?
I’m really stressed today about all the things I have to do and the fact that we’re leaving tomorrow for the rest of the week on a trip with the kids. I have the following things on my mind: NW fixes Vision fixes Absolute fixes Red Zone work DEP doc A La Mode work Evans […]
The Stresses of Life and How I Choose to Surrender Today
I’m feeling really stressed this morning. I woke up at 5:30 worried about the status of my clients websites. It seems sites are getting attacked from different levels due to older stuff I have on the site that has malware. I’m not really sure what to do, though. I’ve reached out to Sucuri and to […]
Surrendering My Will to God One Day at a Time
Today is a new day. Yesterday was a really productive day. I did some work for one of my new clients and wasn’t 100% comfortable with the content she provided (videos). I surrendered those to Becky and committed that I wouldn’t go back there – I’ll assign it to my project manager and others to […]
How Working with Sponsees is a Great Form of Journaling
Sometimes, I feel like my best journaling is when I write details about my past to my friends/sponsees. As they share things, it reminds me of where I’ve been and where I never want to return. I feel so grateful to have sponsees who I consider close friends and brothers. My main goal is to […]
What’s Different About This Time in Recovery?
The title of this post is a question my wife’s therapist encouraged her to ask me after the full disclosure in March 2014. It’s a valid question and one that really should be asked to everyone that says they are trying to recover from porn addiction. As I’ve thought about the answers in correlation with […]
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